why is it that i feel as though i need more sleep than the average human being does? i also feel as though i need more food than the average human being does. which is why i am also alot fatter then the average human being, which makes me extremely sad.

ohwells, doesn't matter for now.

i completely enjoyed the long long talk i had with sarah last night. (: on the other hand, less then a minute long phone conversations with jaclyn makes me feel like a pathetic moron. phone conversations with sam and carina (which don't happen very often now a days, i'm sorry) always end with me sleeping with a wide smile on my face. (: see? lol. I LOVE ALL OF YOU GIRLFRIENDS WHO SPEND TIME TALKING TO ME!

i would say i'm not completely satisfied with my life at the moment but i'm not suicidal yet. there still are certain things that keep me occupied enough to be able to feign oblivion to the pain of rejection from the world. (:

oh, and the last two weeks of my life proved that with help, i can live without music. i know not many people will be able to, and that gives me a weird sense of satisfaction.

♥ Do what you do,
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